i blow

smoke 

down his neck

in ill fitting 

forms of 

jealousy

and love

his feet shift

and so do my

desires

each word

unstifiled with 

stinging satires 

so confusing 

you help distract me

from all the time 

i’m losing 

so i hold my 

cigarette between my lips

and flip through

the remainder of the scripts

only to

squint my eyes

to see 

your

little

little

tricks 

hey I’m seeing mac demarco & dr dog sept 13 :)) I’m so excited !!! ! ! ! AYYYYYYYY

ay

ay 

ok

 bye

goodnighttutteuee 

good nite

keep having to remind myself that each goodbye i say to someone via them going off to college isn’t a goodbye via death …???????

It’s funny how a
face,
touch,
smell,
can rip you from
your real time reality
and smother you
in muddled up memories.